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One of my greatest fears is that I will just be remembered as a "bad person" who was too different and too imperfect to fit in with others.
Its honestly why suicide seems like such a horrifyingly tempting option.
Because if the temptation to die on your own terms is better than living a life where you're always just going to be remembered as the "bad guy" in the lives of others.
I would rather die, even though I know that would be the "easy way out." Its just, what do you do when it feels like there's no other choice and death seems like such a nice option?
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There is a choice. There always is. You are not a bad human, no matter who you are or what you’ve done. Humans make mistakes and we learn from them.
ReplyPlease talk to someone about this feeling and fix if
ReplyChange is always possible - everyone makes mistakes, and you can control what your future looks like!
ReplyMistakes aren't bad. Conditioning has made things either good or bad, even people. If we look beyond social rules and conditioning we would find that people are all things at any given time and anxiety comes up when that shows up to contend with your socially conditioned identification with the need to be a "good person". Society gets it wrong alot. I would try to challenge the rules that society has taught you.
ReplyIf you choose suicide you will be remembered for how you chose to die instead of how you chose to live.
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