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My mom is dying. I know that I should feel sad. But I am actually happy. She abuses my siblings and I. And apparently CPS cant find any evidence of her abusing us. I know that if she dies, my siblings and I will be put in new homes. We are already living with our grandma but she cant care for 5 kids forever. And she works all the time so its stressful for her and I feel bad about it. If she dies they will be able to get proof then. I know she is my mother and tried to raise me. Buts it hurts, I cant protect my siblings with forever and I cant just leave them. If she cones back the beatings will return. The missing of school, random bruises, no food, underweight children and more scary moments. Even the "closet" which makes me panic. And her boyfriend who beats us and threatens us, even sometimes tells us that he will rape and kill us and leaving us in a hole. I hope she will die but wont at the same time. I am confused, any emotion support someone can offer?
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I wouldn't wished death upon anyone, but she's still your mom anyways. But to feel happy of freeing yourself from harm and danger is better than anything else, I guess. I hope everything goes in your favor to get you and your siblings out of harm's way, ya'll don't deserve it.
ReplyHow does her death provide evidence of anything?
Replyif you are around her and her nightmare of a boyfriend again, turn the recorder on your phone. put it in your pocket and record anything abusive they say. even prop it up somewhere in the room and turn on the camera so it can film everything. THEN people will have to believe you.
ReplyFreakin terrible. I'd give you a good home if I could. Its amazing how people have no clue as to how to treat others, much less their children. I'm sorry they are so jacked up.
Stay strong. Do your best. Don't let their b.s. poison your heart. Gravitate towards kind, honest people. Don't let anyone drag you down.
ReplyYou will be an adult before long. You will still struggle, believe me. But you will taste freedom. You will learn something even better after that...how to be yourself. And once you know yourself, it may be confusing at first, but trust me, you WILL learn to love yourself. Its hard to come from nothing, but if you just hang on through the rocky waters, there is so much waiting for you. Just survive. Just strive. I promise, there is a future and a world after the present.
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