What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
Montgomery,
God, everytime I think or hear your name aloud tears well in my eyes. You came into my life at a seemingly uneventful time. We were both 15 going on 16 and discovered we shared the same date of birth but nothing more in common . Knowing that, we gravitated towards each other creating a bond I never knew could exist between two people. You liked causing chaos and I played more on the safe side deeply comfortable in the safe zone of my mediocre routine. I won't delve into the things we did or even said during those years because you know them all. It's funny when one day you're discussing future aspirations and knowing matter of factly that we would be in those scenarios. I am writing this letter because you deserve to know the impact you had on my life, you made me who I am today. I remember the day I heard the news, thinking it was a joke and you'd pop out pointing l laughing saying " I knew you loved me" except you never did. Cemented in my mind and heart I feel so much heartache and loneliness everyday like I did that day when I heard those words. "She is gone". At your funeral I hugged your cold body begging you to just wake up,pleading for at least a simple goodbye. Neither happened. It's been four years now and I have yet to lose any flame of grief I feel about you. I wish we could have more time, I wish we could have lived our dreams together. But most of all, I wish that I could hear you say I love you sister.
-Kaiela
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Grief and Joy
My brother died in his sleep a year ago today. I remember my dad calling me to come check on him because he couldn't wake him up. Matt was on a ventilator for t...
-
Falling apart
What do you do when you feel like the world is falling apart around you? When every single breath of air you breathe causes something else to crumble just a lit...