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Ok how should i start this? Without Friends,support,GF,anyone close to me a new human being walked straight into my life a new ''friend'' let's say it like that. He is really cool guy now i feel a little happy until one moment when your co-workers or anyone who you spend all day with show him your most awful pics of you and other things and tell him how awfull person am I,Fighting back doesn't work it's worthless thay just degrade me and try to push my ''friends'' against me, and i have a feeling it's working. I never thinked that i will see such a bad people but it happened.Sometimes i just walk outside my home into black night and start thinking why is all of this happening to me? why i deserved this fate? did i hurt somebody? it's just life is beating me to my knees. I don't feel anything lately just sadness and depression, everywhere i look on the street is people watching you like you were some kind of monster, next day you hear people talking about you as the worst person ever. I am starting to wonder how would this world looked if i left....nobody would even notice...nobody would be asking what happened....iam just one human being betrayed by everybody i know or knew.
If The music wasn't here i wouldn't be alive
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You are loved dear, you just need to appreciate people around you. Yoy may want to explore sometimes so you can meet other people. After 3 years of depression I believe someone out there will make you realize how valuable you are. You are still here for a reason. Always keep that in mind. The world might be tough, but it's beautiful.
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