What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
If you are in crisis and need immediate help, please call 1-800-273-8255 (NSPL) or text HOME to 741741 (Crisis Text Line). More resources.
i made it through the day.
i must've said "im fine" about 37 times
i didnt mean it once
i feel hopeless, depressed, lonely,
but most of all, scared
i want to end it.
i cant.
i cant do this
if that makes me weak, then fine.
im weak then.
i cant handle feeling like anymore.
im not all right. not at all.
i've lost myself.
i dont think im gonna survive this.
the only thing i have left is a hole in my heart.
one moment i think im fine.
the next i feel like im dying.
how i feel, inside me?
i wish i couldnt feel anything.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
thoughts
its like im on the verge of just blowing up all the stress and pressure and anxiety just bubbling up but i cant let it out i keep it inside, i have to don...
-
My Unsent Letter
Every day is a day of possibilities, both good and bad. I look for all that's good. Of course seeing all that's bad as well. I look back to a time where I was w...
I just commented this to someone else's post a while ago but I feel that it applies just as much to you as well.. so here it is:
" What happens if you get too much stuff in a bottle? What happens if you say "I don't wanna let any of it out!" But it just keeps filling and filling? That sh*ts gunnu explode, figuratively speaking. But talking emotionally or physically, the explosion could happen in many ways for us; screaming, crying, throwing, hitting, self harm, harming others, etc..
All you have to do is ACCEPT your pains child. Love yourself for ALL of who you are, strengths AND weaknesses. Turn your sufferings into strengths and your struggles into success! (: recognize that it's okay to feel like crap sometimes lol *why do you think that venting here with us at Novni probably just made you feel better? it was a sub-explosion* Just remember to always go THROUGH the negative stuff okay? Not AROUND it <3
I'm here if you ever wanna talk (; good luck, I hope this helps! :D
^=^ "
Look I've been there.. I'm not gunnu say it's easy and I'm not gunnu sugar coat anything, cuz according to my quoted comment up here, recall that faking anything is simply emotionally unhealthy. Nothing is more beautiful and joyous than real, raw connecting conversation. So that's what I'm gunnu give to you. People don't realize the causes behind things. Like why do my parents hover? Why is he/she so defensive? Or why do people bully (that was my case; I tried to kill myself from being picked on. thank god i didn't cuz now i can be here to help others like you ✨)? Well, parents hover cuz they're trying to be protective. People are defensive cuz they've gotten their feelings hurt. And typically bullies bully because they're jealous.
So whatever the case may be for you, find the REASONS, dig deeper and always try to put yourself in THEIR shoes. Like when you go yelling at someone, it's usually because you want to get something across their head. You just want them to UNDERSTAND. But do we really expect people to be like "oh damn.. i AM in the wrong here" ? Especially when they're getting yelled at? Would YOU think that way if someone yelled at you? That's what I mean. I guarantee that EVERYTHING happens for a reason, whether it be a spiritual and unexplainable concept, or something more obviously like the scientifically proven fact that all events are cause-and-effect. It's the butterfly effect. For instance, again i am here today, right now, in this very moment commenting to you and trying to help in anyway that I can. I think the fact that I've put so much effort into it shows that at least one person cares about you <3 but I'm sure a LOT of people do whether or not you realize it. Anyway, got slightly off topic there, if I wasn't here, you wouldn't have MORE evidence that people can make it! We can TRANSFORM, and get/feel better. Thats truly is what matters c:
Well... I could go on forever and ever, but i feel like this is long enough a read as it is and I honestly hate typing (so again you can see how much it means to me that you at least CONSIDER choosing life instead because I typed a lot lol). Still though I'm here if you'd like to talk, or if you just want an ear, or support, pr further elaboration etc.
Reply