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I want to be better than you... prove to you that I’m more than just a placebo in your little world. Prove to you that there are more ways for me to be happy without your unwanted guidance that only seems to be for your benefit. So that I don’t have to step into your corporate lifestyle that you cherish so much. When I become successful that’s the first thing I’ll prove to you, that I am better than you without you, the same way you were without him. I don’t want to be looking in the mirror and see you... I want to see a different man, the man that beat you in your own hunger for success. My mere existence seems to bother you at times, the fact that I’m not like every other boy you faced before. You really want to know why I’m different? You really want to know why you don’t seem to understand me? You REALLY want to know why I’m the way I am?
Honestly I don’t know myself... all I can say is that I don’t have many people to look up to, because... you weren’t there when I most needed you to be... Unlike my sister who looks up to you because she actually has a taste of what it’s like to have her father next to her when she needed guidance. All I had was my cousins, uncles and most importantly my mother... who I would give my life for. I don’t blame you for me being the way I am, but I’m not denying the fact that you definitely are part of the reason I am not what you define as acceptable in your little closed minded society.
This is not to say that I hate you, but only to say that I don’t necessarily love you either.
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ReplyTrying to be better than another person isn't really a healthy goal. Trying to be better than your own best self is a great thing to do. Compete with you, and no one else. Create your own best self and your own best life.
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