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I’ve been with this guy for 4 years we’re still attending high school. I’ve had great times with him and he is very sweet caring and considerate. Recently though I had decided to break up with him because I felt like I needed to know more people and places. We never really had fights or arguments and we aren’t able to go out and do a whole lot because of our area of living and cash because we haven’t secured a job. I have interest in both men/women so I feel like that might be affecting me as well. I really care about him and feel like leaving him will be one of my big regrets in the future. But at the same time when I’m with him I think what if I’m just settling. I have social issues and some trouble seeing what I want in the future so I’ve never thought about what partner I want or where I would want to be. I know I don’t wanna spend my whole life in a house or apartment each and every day I like to do different things. A lot of this is just a conscious stream of writing but I’m trying my best to get across what I’m feeling. When I was in the relationship I was fearful of being intimate in any way which I feel like didn’t help the situation. At the moment it’s been three days since we split on my call and I feel terrible which I knew would happen but I just don’t wanna mistake feelings for facts and have gone in a loop of leaving and then coming back together like I have done three times this recent year in the past three months. I’m super unsure of everything and I just don’t want to do anything anymore I don’t want to work or draw just sleep. It’s hard not to talk to him I feel like maybe I haven’t truly felt what love actually is like. I’d really appreciate some input and maybe some help on how to be motivated
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I think you were right in your decision you need to give yourself space and see what you actually want.You could still be really good friends with this guy if it’s hurting you not to talk to him you know but it’s really up to you.Love takes time and I’m sure when it’s the right time you’ll find that person who will love you endlessly. Until then don’t stress it’s still high school you have your whole life ahead of you. I hope you work things out,wishing you the best always!
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