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So you get a little context: I'm a closeted gay 17 year old guy.
I'm in my last year of high school, and I've know this guy for something like 4 years. We've become close this year in particular, but these last couple weeks... Something is happening.
We sit next to eachother during math class, and we sometimes play with eachother's fingers or tickle eachother's elbows or something similar, when we got bored.
Recently, this week, he started tickling my thigh, and leaning his head on my shoulder, and I've been more intimate with my touching as well. Ok side bar, this is sounding very creepy, but it really isn't. It's like that secret-almost-flirting interaction in a cliché high school movie. Today, we were at McDonald's briefly and he leaned right on my shoulder and relax. I don't know how to explain it, but I felt so at ease and... loved. We've been making a heap of jokes about us dating and being gay, and - in my perceptive - that's me projecting my feelings. I'm hoping it's a similar case for him.
It's very possible (probably) that this is all in my head. I never thought of him as gay, and my parents are homophobic to quite a dramatic degree, so I can't really move this along (although i don't really want to because this forbidden love type thing is... It makes me happy).
What should I do? I can't stop thinking about him. I've made this scene in my head where he pulls me away from our group of friends and we start to secretly make out. And now i can't fall asleep. I have no one to talk with about this either.
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I think you should tell him this, how you feel about him and stuff cause by the way you have written it, it looks like he is also interested in you..
Be proud of your sexuality.. keep smiling.. stay happy..
ReplyAsk, and if you're a little scared about that, you may present in a joking manner. See how he reacts first. If he acts hostile, then it may not be a good idea to confess your feelings. If he is cool about it/jokes back, then maybe you can do that?
I understand you. I am queer, and I have a crush on this girl who used to be a close friend of mine. I am quite deep in the closet, and I have never kissed or dated anybody. So... I am almost hopeless at this kind of thing. I am glad that you have discovered your sexuality. It can be difficult in a world like this.
ReplyThank you for the reply :) I'm finding it hard to get him in a room alone with me (not to sound creepy). I just mean that we are always in a group, where prying eyes hinder any flirting I attempt. Also, one day I'm convinced he likes me, and the next, he's being casual and indifferent. It's just a mess all around xD
ReplyYou seem very concerned with not coming off as creepy, don't worry about it, not once while reading did you come across as creepy. You sound lovely, I hope that whatever you do, you are happy!
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