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My only dream...is to see my own demise...i want to see myself lying on the floor while the blood from my stabbed heart flows in my cold lifeless body...it was a wonderful sight and i was there as a ghost laughing at my own dead body.
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But what if seeing this is the cause of your death? Or you see it and fear it for your life? In my opinion your better to live in the present.
ReplyI know this is old but I get you so much... I wish I could explain. Sometimes ways that I could end up killing my self come up in my thoughts and they are so beautiful they make me want to cry... Maybe I'm just a weak crybaby but I feel like I've been tortured by life so much and the memories are so hard to overcome that the only thing that helps me deal with things is knowing one day I'll die and it will be so peaceful and blissful and taste so so sweet... I've uploaded many posts similar to yours and people tell me I need to find god to give me hope... I think death is my god... what can I wish to you I don't know... have a good day? I feel like when people like us who understand each other know that this is just wishful thinking... But honestly if you do have a family and if you are still fighting for a reason to live, then I hope you have a good day and an amazing life. And who the fuck knows things can change very suddenly if they want...
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