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Well, I don't know if this would intrest you at all, but please hold on and read through this. If you do hang on till the end, though, I'd love to have some comments, advice, or any opinions that gives me a different perspective. I'll really appreciate it.
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It's been a while since we actually talked, but its Christmas again. It's her favorite time of the year again - and I can't help but go back thinking of her. I miss her, to be honest.
Long story short - school day romance, I miss it. We met way back when I was still in middle school, and out of nowhere, we just got closer and closer. We were friends, of course, but we both knew it was more than just that. In fact, all our friends knew. It was sort of like a joke trying to always pair us both, actually. We met every chance we had, talked every time we had the opportunity. It felt amazing. We'd chat till midnight, and I'd always the one urging her to sleep. Despite knowing what both of us felt, I never really had the guts to actually make us official, to make us an actual "thing". I thought that the time will come, that this will last. It didn't. Since then, we slowly parted ways, and slowly stopped talking. That hurt. Alot.
It's been years after we stopped talking. But every time the calendar shows December the 25th, everytime I go back to that cafe we used to hang out, and everytime I see our old pictures... She still springs back to the top of my mind. I couldn't help myself. I even talked to many, many other girls. It just- wasn't the same feeling. What I feel, though, is this sense of regret. Sometimes I think to myself : What could've been. It's not that I still love her, but rather a nostagic sense of longing everytime I think of her. She may've moved on, may have loved another guy, but I haven't really felt the same with anyone since she left.
I miss her.
I miss us - even if it may not be a "thing".
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Maybe after sometime everything may be better. Stay strong.
ReplyHey don’t get disappointed. I hunk you should go and try to get her number and then just sort of try to catch up cause I think that will be quite amazing for both of you! And after sometime of knowing her I think you should confess. Stay strong. Stay happy. Keep smiling. I’m always there if you want to talk.
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