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It won’t come out. Nothing. No tears. I have an ocean of problems and they haunt me every second of the day and as much as I want to cry, I can’t. I’m just HAPPY all the time, or maybe my brain is trying to prevent me from doing something I shouldn’t. I’ve have issues from my problems though, like I hate my family. They are emotionally abusive people. My mother is literally insane. My sister likes when I cry. My dad has an alcohol addiction. I don’t talk to my mom much anymore. She damaged me too much, I had literally been broken. These wasn’t a second that had passed that I didn’t wonder what it would be like if I died. I mean my mom said I was basically just another problem in her life. I really hate her. I also hate my sister and the fact that no one ever listens to me about her. And my dad, he’s also a smartass but constantly.
I can’t mentally escape them, so I just physically try to avoid them. Can you guess why I hate holidays? It’s because I have to see my family. I’m in the middle of high school, but you can’t tell me that I’m just the normal teenager with hormones and my family isn’t actually abusive. I’ve known and thought I’d it this way since 6th grade. I hadn’t started puberty until last year, 9th grade. And anyway I’ve never been over dramatic, and I base myself off of logic if that makes sense.
I’ve gotten a long way from the point though; I can’t cry. Why not? I want to. I’m tired of feeling happy all of the time. Like I can cry when I’m frustrated, but not when I’m upset. I literally just want to cry. But I can’t. There are no tears.
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It's kinda ridiculous how i can relate myself to the people here. I've been depressed for so long, but i get mad to the fact that when i cry, there are no tears. I just can't cry
ReplyAnd it doesn't let me move on from the pain
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