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My family recently change their belief. We’ve been practicing Shamanism my whole life, and this new way of change is hard for me. It’s hard for me, because this is about accepting God in my heart. That’s right, and to be honest this is the hardest decision my life. Do you know what I’ve notice, and do you know what I hate? Seeing some people asking for God’s help when they only need him, and it got me questioning myself often. How can I be loyal to God when I’m not even loyal to myself? Half of me want him to be my savior, and guide me through this path I’m going through right now, but I feel like I don’t deserve his love and his guidance. I can’t forgive the people who hurt others, people who hurt me, people who doesn’t have the heart to love. It’s the hate I have so much for people like that. How can God accept me when I can’t even learn to forgive?
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I know this isn't what you want to hear, but take God completely out of the picture. You are an individual person here on this Earth right now. You yourself choose how you want to live. Sometimes we can forgive people, other times what they have done to us we just cannot forget and let go. Set your own thoughts first- determine what you value, and let that aid you in your life. You know with 100% certainty that you exist. We know that the probability of a god existing is extremely, extremely small. Don't focus on what the 0.00000000000001% chance could do--- focus on what you know you can do for yourself. If you want to believe in a magical deity, do so after you have helped yourself, and choose one based on your own ideas and thoughts, not just because your family said to.
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ReplyI'm not familiar with Shamanism, I follow a Christian faith, I don't know whether or not Shamanism is a sect of Chrisitany or something totally different. But God loves you. End of the story. Yes, you sin, yes you lie, yes you cant trust yourself, no regular human can't not sin. But God loves us all anyway, because He made us, and knows us all on the deepest level.
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