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5 months ago · · Suicidal Thoughts, · Explicit
Its almost time i feel, time to disappear.Ive always felt since i was about in 5th grade that i should die young. Im 26 and im so close to ending it. I dont know how though. Im sick of putting on masks everyday for people. Im empty! im numb! The pain and misery has become too much to bare. Death seems so pleasant at this point. An adventure into the unknown. Fuck this material world and sick twisted society full of self indulgent ignorant sheep looking for the next materialistic high. I dont think im too crazy for wanting to die . This place fucking sucks. Theres no connection of empathy. Just a bunch of psychos looking to jerk eachother off for the quick ego boost. Honestly just want to disappear off the planet into a place unknown and death seems like a good answer. Im not sorry if i kill myself. Everyone is sick in this society. Were all fucked anyways. Its edging closer and closer. The pain will go and my soul will finally be free.