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i need to tell someone, i do. i need to tell them why i hurt and whats wrong but how do i do that. how do i tell someone that there is someone else in my head who is telling me its okay to pull out my hair, how do i tell them all the colors i can't escape, how do i ask for help. people have told me theyre there if i need to talk but how do i explain that silver that is consuming my soul and the yellow that i miss and the blue that i love the purple trying to keep me sane while failing and how do i tell them that the static in my head is so grey its killing me and im surrounded by purple on all sides and green is trying to kill me.
how do i tell someone that everything i hear is a color. how do i ask what that means. i know its synesthesia, and i know its untreatable but i want all the color to go away. i need everything to go away.
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