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I have always been the type of person to plan out my life. I knew what I wanted and always fought to get it. I knew who I was, what i wanted to with my life etc. But lately Im completly lost. I don't know who I am anymore, what I stand for, what I want to do in the future, zip nothing. and its scary. When I look in the mirror I see this stranger that looks familiar but i don't know her. For as long as I can remember I was this strong, confident, positve, happy, always smiling girl. Who had a genuine pure heart and wanted to be a lawyer. because she wanted to use her arguing for good. Her dream was to go to Harvard Law, then travel, then get married by 30 have her first kid by 32 and her second by 34. When she retired she wanted to open up a small bakery in the suburbs. It was the perfect life. But that was a long time ago. I am almost 16 i graduate a year and 1/2 and i don't know who I am anymore. I crave for this adventutr in my life its like something is missing yet i don't know what it is. i have all this rage and confusion and i dont know what to do with it. I dont know if im confident. or if im a happy person or if im anything. I know nothing about myself its like im meeting myslef for the first time. The only thing I know is that I am not meant to be living where I am rn. Ive always felt out of place here. I have lost the sence of who I am and that scares the hell out of me. How can I live life if i am a stranger to myself? If I am a stranger to the girl in the mirror? What the hell am I supposed to do? How do I find myself again and regain a purpose?
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