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Mum and me were the closest mother-daughter duo there could ever be but then I became a teenager and started having mood swings and over the past 5 years we have our goods and bad. In the goods we’re like we always have been and in the bads we can go days/weeks without talking to each other. I always try to explain to myself after it’s all gone wrong that maybe I over reacted and should’ve taken things lighter but then my other half brings back all the other memories of stuff that’s happened in the past and it’s like adding fuel to the fire inside of me. Anyways, we fell out again 2 weeks ago and didn’t speak for a week but then a few days ago my mum said some indirect things that made me feel uncomfortable. She expressed (silently) the depression she’s facing again, the pain she has to go through with her own child not talking to her, having to constantly explain herself to everyone. I don’t know why I failed to see these things much clearly before but now I have a clear picture infront of me and every second all I can see is her depression again, that mum of mine a few years ago that was broken inside and did all she could for us children. Life’s never fair or easy but sometimes our actions can hurt and if we have regrets then you know it shouldn’t have happened. After she indirectly opened up about this she has started distancing herself from the whole family and made a few comments about how we’re all old enough and independent now and she just wants to go live with her parents in a different country. I don’t know if she will ever do this but if it comes to this then I will break, I can’t bare to see this anymore and I just feel so guilty every second of the day! It’s not just me and I know that but I have been a contribution and this is unfair on my mum. I just wish she would speak to us and we can talk these emotions through and try and make life food again. She doesn’t need to feel like she has no one cuz we’re all here for her and God has blessed us with a perfect family and all you could ask for in life and comparing this to problems some people are facing in the world today it just seems like we aren’t doing anything to solve it and are sat idle watching someone so close to our hearts suffer alone.
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ReplyThis is the same situation with me and mother. I'm sorry that you're going through this.Relationships have so many intricacies. I hope your mother and you pull out through this
ReplyWrite her a letter.
People have forgotten , what difference words make on paper.
How communication was before our time let alone before the internet And technology or phones (corded) even...Sometimes a letter, makes it more personal. She may write one back and so on... and you don't have to talk about it, just write to each other.. As crazy as it may sound it my make a difference -; You won't interrupt each other and you both get to say what you want and it will be heartfelt.
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