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So tonight I cut again for the first time in a few months. I’m disappointed in myself, but I feel better. I miss the release. I’ve been having a lot more suicidal thoughts lately, but this time they actually seem real, like it actually feels like a possibility now instead of been scared of it and just fantasising about it. I’m in a safe place and I’m around people before anyone goes reporting this.. but still that hasn’t stopped me slipping tonight. I don’t do it as often anymore, it’s more of an impulse or a build up of tension if anything. I don’t know... anyone else know what I’m talking about or am I just in a completely different world of my own?
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I don't know what's making you do this/ but I know why you do it?!
You can't reach the pain inside you, so you cut , the pain gives you a release because you can't reach in your heart and remove it from there.. You divert one pain to another because that one you CAN reach and control. But, its temporary . It doesn't make the root pain go away. You can't see rationally now because its too much, but you will if you start believing in yourself and facing what's in your heart and all the issues that need removing. Please dot give up on yourself
Know that even if you are alone , you're not - someone somewhere understands you ! ad is going through the same.
When you get the urge again, please do this instead. Grab some felt tips and draw on your body instead ... it will stay longer , it won't hurt you but it will tell the urge ' go f yourself '/ do something which you know will make you happy x
Stay safe 💜
ReplyFirst off dont be so hard on yourself because you slipped up and did it again. I used to do it yes i know you get urges to do it they come and go. Just try not to do it anymore. But the suicide part talk to someone about it dont let it be a possibility because its not an answer to anything.
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