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sometimes I enjoy being sad
6 months ago · · Beautiful,
I used to like to spend a tremendous amount of time on the internet watching videos and gaming, while now, I just feel like taking really long walks--thinking about my life, what has happened, what will happen, and specifically those sad things which fall under the 'what has happened' category.
This song: Autumn - Kozoro, in particular, brings me a real sense of sad happiness. I'll commonly walk a path in the woods behind my home as far down as it will go. The sun will be setting and I'm just enjoying it all--soaking the sunlight shining through the trees in.
Walking as decently slow as possible. Man life couldn't be more beautiful. Damn. Really does makes me a little emotional experiencing nature while thinking of my sad happy past memories of those I hope to be with again.
I just wish I could share it with someone.