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"I shouldn't laugh no i shouldn't, i don't deserve, when I'm having so much of problems then why should i laugh at public places and keep showing my teeth."
I'm not suffering from heart break or something, just the same set of problems I've grown up with. It's not that i want to expose my problems by being unhappy but laughing makes me feel guilty at the end of the day. I feel like this is the end of time and my life is always going to suck like this.
I feel like there are two people living inside me and the two are completely opposite of each other. I'm frequently caught in a situation where i have no clue why i was thinking that way. It's like two people two minds.
Whenever I turn social the other tells me "no you have to be bound you don't have to talk this much" while the latter says "it's ok, this guy is good, I've no harm talking to him then why should i be reserved with him.
I socialise for a day and then i have drawbacks of how i talked how i behaved as if something inside says me to behave a particular way and be completely reserved. I feel like I've said something wrong, i recall all my conservation, there's nothing wrong but still that guilt remains there.
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ReplyI'm in need of help. I don't know how to correct myself. May be sharing pain anonymously can help.
ReplyGlad to see someone understands my pain. Otherwise it's like standing all alone in a world full of people.
ReplyI've had some talks today I shared how I felt and for me...it's like I really don't want to be happy unless things are okay and I can't compare any problems I go through with others but today one of my friends just approached me and told me that recently I've been giving of a vibe that says I'm not interested in socializing with anyone for the first few minutes I thought I like it like that and that's the way it should be but my friend went on and told me that am a beautiful person and when I actually talk to people it just brightens them up..and that the problems I go through aren't my fault this might be a test for endurance a chance to be molded into the great person I am..a story to be told when I achieve my greatest goal...I don't know what problems your going through neither can I compare them to mine I was really encouraged today by these words and I thought I could share I hope we all concerned our problems and finally just be happy with no guilt
ReplyAh! I don't think some one could've put it any better. I read so much in hope of finding something encouraging and your words just moved me. Thanks,π
ReplyI do this every single day. Its nice to know I'm not alone. Consistently remind yourself that you are okay. Or do breathing exercises. It can help calm the mind. It doesn't always help, but sometimes it allows my mind to clear by focusing on my breathing.
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