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First things first, I have cut myself before. Like I have gone so far as to take a blade and purposely harmed myself. I have felt so little and so sad that I have done that. I've almost killed myself before. I know firsthand how much everything must hurt inside to do that to yourself.
In late December, my ex best friend texted me telling me she has no one else to turn to and that she wants to die and that she has cut herself.
Last week, I saw cuts on my friends arms. I felt sick to my stomach because I became so worried.
I cannot express enough how much it hurts me to see them, to see anyone, in the kind of pain that pushes you to do that to yourself. I hate seeing them like that, so sad, so miserable. I cry at the thought of them doing that to themselves because I don't want anyone to feel that pain. I know how hard it is to handle. It crushes you, makes you feel invisible and alone, makes you feel like you have no one. It's tiring, exhausting, heart-breaking. I don't want anyone to feel that.
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