Me

I feel so weird as if there's something stuck something I don't know how to explain it. I want to cry. when I cry only then can I feel better or relieved I guess. I don't know what's wrong. I'm a confused person. I feel burdened. My head feels heavy. I don't feel at peace. I don't have any friends I guess. I'm a shy person. I think I also have low self-esteem. I don't feel like doing anything but for family and the world I have to try acting normal.

Everyday in university I'm overthinking and stressed worried if im sitting the right way as I always had a problem of bad shoulder posture. When I get home I'm so restless and always feel like eating tasty foods and doing nothing. My moodiness and stubborn behaviour is on another level