problematic familly

well lets start from this that i am a teen girl

everyone around the world have some kind of problems with familly like cheating dads or mom or something else idk but i think mine one is a bit off so let me explain

my mother was first married with a guy named 'Adonis' and they made my two sisters kate and lenia after 3 months my mom got with an other man,his name was james and she got pregmant on 3 boys first but she lost the childs.

After 2 months she got pregmant on me,she broke up with Adonis and she went to live with my two sister,me and my dad(James) on a new house,everything was fine but my dad didnt like my sister and he kicked them out,he didnt let them see my mom at all and an example was that one night my sisters went to see my mom at her house but my father came back,he saw them and he hitted my mom on her head with a tv control.

When my sisters grew up a bit my sister kate was taking care of me while my parents was off to work but when i was asking kate to play with me or to let me play on DS she was beating me up...i didnt knew why she was hating me so much,i loved her a lot and my mom when she was asking her why i have so many brushies and scratches on my arms she would reply with "aw she just clumpsy a lot' or ''she just fall'' .This things was happening until one day my sis lenia was home and kate was about to hit me again but lenia push her away and she broke her leg.So lenia told everything to mom but she didnt believe her and i was getting stil beat up by Kate.

Well Kate after 1 year wanted to get married with someone but noones wanted her so my mom done her a consulate with a guy called Angel and they got together but Kate wanted to be with him forever,my mom said she cant be with him because who would take care of your little sister so you can guess what happened? yea she left me all alone(i was 7 at the time) and she went with him.From that moment my sister Lenia started getting care of me and i have to say she is the greatest sister ever.

But to before2 years ago all started from this

my mom asked me nicely if i could give her my phone or my tablet and i gave her my phone,i teached her how to use it then she asked me how she can use messenger,i showed her that too and she started texting with a guy called "Nikos" i throught "ok thats weird" meh i didnt pay much attetion because i said he would be someone of her friends but little did i know because one day i chekced her phone and i found out that she was sending money to this guy and as well she was meeting him too.I was so socked to seeing that "my own mom!how she could do that to our familly!?" i said everything to my sister Lenia,she helped me to relax and stuff and i felt fine but then after a week Lenia put me ideas about to check my dad's phone because when he was off work he was always out so i chekced and i found out that my dad had another familly with a kid on Athens...I couldnt believe that was happening on my familly.I didnt what was going wrong with my familly really as well that i was getting a lot of bullying to school and i had ever talk to principal but nothing so that was the moment i started cutting myself.One day my sister found out and she helped me a lot out of it,she took me to a nice psychologist but i was diagnostic with depression.

For the first weeks everything was ok at home but after 2 weeks everything was the same like before,they didnt paid attetion to me at all and my sister started saying some weird stuff like "when i getting out the people look at me and they make fun of me''.

To the present day(that day i write this text)

My mom is complete focused to Nikos,she stils sends him money and as well meet him.My dad is not very much with his familly but when he comes home he always yell at and whenever i do something wrong he screams at me.My sister is not ok..she keep says that people out of house stalks her and they wont leave her alone...

and me...each day my depression goes more and more and i dont know what to do really.

"i want so much to end my pain"