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Born in the royal name, I, was always loved by my father and my mother. I was cared for like a child. All the time, I was kept in protection and caged. No one really liked to play with me because I was not like the other kids. I spoke up if I felt something bothered me. I preferred to stay at my home most of the time because of it. I found comfort in television. My mother wanted me to play with other kids but like I said none of them wanted me, so why should I bother going. Years passed, my father bought many things for me. Things that I still have. I was never raised to be an adult or given a chance by life to do so. I STARTED GROWING UP, ALONE, WITHOUT ANY SUPPORT, WITH NO INFORMATION WHAT CHANGES MY BODY WILL GO THROUGH. I thought I was from a family which was the only right family but I was wrong. We are one of those narrow-minded middle class phoney people who frown upon others for who they are and want society to accept us for who we were. My heart aches to say that I never went through the necessary hormonal changes that I should have gone through because of lack of friends and support. I was imposed on by the stupid feminists, who think they shouldn't change for a guy, but, they want world to be the way they want, control freak irritating women who only taught me one thing, stay away from anything you find nice. Even a new hairstyle was looked up as a sign of misconduct, however those phoney feminists always changed their hair styles. This shows what a woman dominated world would be like, ugly and men will have no air to breathe. I really think this is why men didn't let them to rise over dominance because you freaky feminists will steal our freedom away. Anyways, these women totally spoiled my physical development. I can't believe I am saying this but I grew up like a bloody child, a woman type no less. I want to curse all women out there who are like this. You must die and I wish even hell closes its doors for you and you stay hanging between life and death as I am now. I wish to kill myself every single day of my life. I never learnt anything about human hormones or what I could be. Only thing that I know is abstinence. Also I couldn't even become clever enough to understand inferences drawn from simplest of gestures. I lost many friends because I am so naive, they always leave me saying, you are a kid. Now when I started standing up for my self esteem, everyone in my family is hating on me. My father who used to buy me almost everything refuses to give me anything that I truly need. You would say, earn yourself, but, no. I am not allowed to. I cannot find a job and if I do, it wont pay much to me. And even if I do find a job I would be treated very bad in my family and there will be a new stream of hell. Let me give you an example, I need to eat one apple daily as recommended by dietitian, one day my father purposely bought destroyed apples into home and asked me to eat them. I am so frustrated, I am not even clever enough to survive in outer world. I JUST WANT TO DIE. BUT I CANNOT DO THAT BCOZ GUESS WHAT I DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO DO THAT BY LAW.
I CURSE ALL THOSE WHO HAVE RUINED MY LIFE INCLUDING GOD, TO PERISH SO MISERABLY THAT EVEN DEATH WILL FEEL LIKE MERCY.
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Humanity's free will isn't God's fault. If you feel caged then do the otherwise. Be free. Freedom comes from your soul. Let yourself be free and find your inner peace. Don't let anyone else take away your sanity. No one has the right to do so. If you have the opportunity to be independent, then do it. Don't just blame everyone if you don't know a lot of things. Do it by your own. If no one will teach you, then teach yourself. If no one cares for you, then care for yourself. Time will come that you'll be by yourself. No one will be there to tell you what to do. It's not yet too late to learn because learning never stops. Did you ever tell them what you feel? What happens to you because of them? Tell them to their faces.
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