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I posted for the first time yesterday about how I felt, and how she left me when I went to go pick up my brother from school. It has been a whole day now, and she changed her Instagram password and continues to ignore me. I check my phone every 5 minutes or so to see if she is ever going to reply to my messages and I could only assume that she muted me on every social media platforms. I feel hurt, the most empty I have ever felt in years. I don't know what to do, this isn't helping, my parents words don't heal, my friends words don't reach. I just feel so empty. I have a picture of her on my lock screen and my wallpaper. I noticed it's only been a day since we broke up but I stare at my phone's screen for 20 to 25 minutes sometimes. You know she has the prettiest smile? She always hated it, and I would poke her out of it. Her hands are always cold, and she liked to pick out the flowers when I walked her to her car after school. She likes to play with rubbery things, and at lunch she does not eat much, so she plays with the grass, leaves, and dirt a little. I always told her to stop because her hands would get dirty.
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ReplyI decided to thank her. I asked if I was just a test run relationship, and she told me I obviously did not know her enough. So I thanked her for everything she did for me in that four months.
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