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I really want do die right now, or die in my sleep later. I always wish that tomorrow may never come or just at least my life will be given to the person who deserves it. I suffer a mild depression, I often have panic attacks when I am left alone got into a tight space or pressured by anything. I also have sleeping disorder, I can't sleep easily ,but I do sleep fast when I cry before I sleep. My rants in my life were never shared or express except for this, because I am afraid my friends will think that I am only whining and such. I am not also close with my parents also with my brothers and my sister. I eny those kids of my age experiencing problems but they have someone they could run to, where they will be comforted.
I hate my life because I think i am just living to satisfy the expectation of my parents. They would always think that I can do it all alone, that I could excel easily, but no, I always have this little anxiety in myself. I hate failure and it scares me the most that when I fail, my purpose in life will be nothing.
What I wish in my life is basically death. I think that is the only solution to my problem. Selfish or not, I am tired already, I need to find my peace and happiness, and living is not my happiness.
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ReplyI’m going through the same situation, but I don’t have the balls when I think about my family, I typically think how much in pain they’ll be. I don’t want to be responsible for that.
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