Distance can kill relationships

I don't where to start.

Okay, in 10th standard this new girl joined the same tuitions as mine. I find here cute. Slowly i developed a crush on her. But i was very under confident (cuz i studied in boys school till 10th standard and i don't know how to talk to girls) so i told my self to let here and she is out of my league.

Just 2 years back she started her social media account. So i dmed her. We slowly became really "close" friend. But 1 year back she coz of her studies her parents seized her phone and now cant call me but sometime she gets her mother phone and then we chat for like an hour or something.

The problem is now she really dont talk about anything. It feels like she is bored with me. We had fights over this. After fight she I don't know behave or really understand me and start talking like a real person but after few things gets where they were earlier.

Now she behave as she want and I don't even tell or fight about it bcz i know she cant change. I thought she frustrated or stressed thats why she us behaving like this. I told myself she will be free from all worries after this session ( entrance exam).

I never get so see her.

In between all this i found she had new friend. Whom with she is hanging out. I felt so cheated like i know our class timing is not same but aleast she can tell she wants to see me. I would take a day off but she found someone.

Just few days back she said she wants to see me. I got damn happy and planed the day. We met like after a year a so . She looked beautiful. I heard her voice after such a while.

We talked about everything except for the problem i have with her bcz i don't​ want ruin our moment. I dropped by her place. She is felt like a different person. She cares for me i know. Its just over thinking which made me think against her.

But still she is really​ a mysterious person. But i okay with that.

Hope she achieve all her dreams and we can spend time freely.

I love her