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Hello.
I’m not sure where you truly find the right. Now I could be being over dramatic, as I often am. I’m trying really hard to not let this get to me at the core. You were good friends with my friends. You were once my friend. You betrayed my trust once. You took all trust and hope I had in the world and threw it away the day you decided to not listen when I said no. I’ve come to terms with it. Not only was I finally able to forgive myself I forgave you. I didn’t forgive you for myself and I didn’t forgive you for your benefit either. You can thank the one friend, one of my best friends, who allowed me the bandage to forgive you for what you had done. You willingly asking me to dinner in a way that I truly don’t believe to be innocent. Not only this, but right after we had a discussion about one of your best friends (and let’s not forget my best friend as well) having a crush on me. How dare you betray him that way and how dare you think it be okay that after you raped me, after you stripped me of any self love, after you pushed me to the point of wanting to end it all. And you dare ask me to dinner and try to do something that way again. I refuse for you to use me that way. I am not an object to you. I am a human being. I was trying to be so kind and there for you when your family left this world. Understanding the hurt and pain. I decided to let go of my negative feelings to grow and not let people suffer the way I once did. I tried to do that for you and you just took me to a place I really can’t be. You’ve hurt me to much as is now and I’m sorry but I refuse for you to ever allow any thought of myself like that in your mind. It is absolutely repulsive of you. And I cannot help but blame myself for just trying to let everything go thinking that we were both just to drunk and you made an accident. I should never have allowed myself to be put in this position. I have allowed such negativity in my soul because of such stupidity... I hate myself for it.. you’ve won. I’ve learned.
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