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This is a really big rant, possibly the biggest and angstiest rant you will ever see, but I have to do it anyway! I'm fucking sick and tired of this motherfucking Big Brother of a universe!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!
5 years ago · 2 · nihilism, +8 · Explicit
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What I'm going to post here is a result of all the anger, cynicism, nihilism and angst that I have built up throughout my life against the universe, and I'm going to explain as much as I possibly can about why I hate the real world, but it will be really long and I might leave out some details, so I hope you people are patient enough to read and listen to what I have to say about this cynically serious shit-fuck of a universe!
The world is falling out of balance these days, and it's only going to get worse! Whether it's about Trump, white supremacists, North Korea trying to nuke us, climate change and environmental destruction, war in the Middle East and the resulting refugee crisis, etc., it's all going to get worse, and nobody is doing enough to stop them! Every time something horrible happens in the world, it's like I felt a grave disturbance in the Force! Every day I feel like getting closer and closer to the dark side, closer to becoming another Darth Vader! The world is so out of balance that it needs the Avatar, or some other chosen one to restore balance! And yet our efforts are never going to be enough! Everyone might argue that the world is a much safer and peaceful place than ever before, but that peace is about to fall to shit! It's like humanity itself has turned to the dark side of the Force! I feel like that I'm living in a prologue to a grimdark dystopian story! All the terrible things that ever happened the world outnumber all the good things that ever happened, from amount to scale! Is there any really good historical event that is so good, that it can be the antithesis of the most tragic events in history like the Holocaust?! How many horrible atrocities and tragedies have EVER BEEN PREVENTED?!! It's like the world was meant to be inherently unbalanced and ruined! I know that I'm lucky enough to not be plagued by all this terrible stuff in the world, but I'm like one of the few people who get to live on an oasis of peace and happiness, surrounded by a desert of darkness and evil! And I'm like one of the few on the oasis who even gives a shit about what happens in the desert! The face that I had to be extremely lucky just to live a good existence makes me really angsty!
The reason why the real world is so inherently unfair and unbalanced is because it runs on Orwellian metaphysical rules like "bad things are necessary for good things". Everyone, like me has to learn lessons the hard way and learn from bad experiences. We all learn the common wisdom that adversity makes us stronger. I once thought it was cool and uplifting to see someone not only recover, but grow stronger from a traumatic event. Then I realized the fridge horror behind all that spiritual growth resulting from suffering. And in case you don't know what fridge horror means, it is when you realize that there is something horrible subtlety hidden behind any situation or event after thinking and analyzing it.
If you want to understand what fridge horror means, then go to TV Tropes!
I realized just how Orwellian real life really is. Because suffering builds character, all the horrible things in the world are justified, and allowed to exist. The rule that says that terrible things are necessary for good things is disturbingly similar to doublethink! Doublethink is defined as the act of accepting two obviously contradictory things as the same thing without questioning the hypocrisy of such a statement. Because bad things are necessary for good things, bad things are good. If you take doublethink to its logical extreme, then it is like saying that Hitler was the best person ever because he was a really horrible person, and saying that the Holocaust was justified because it was best thing that ever happened all because it was the most horrible tragedy that ever happened! It's like saying "Innocent people are being bombed in Syria and that's super cool!" NO! IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT COOL!!!! ABSOLUTELY DOUBLEPLUSUNGOOD BULLSHIT!!!!! Most, if not all people's lives are like this: We start out living normal-ass lives until one day, our innocence is taken away and we inevitably have to grow up through hardship and suffering! We one day HAVE TO get into serious trouble just to learn harsh lessons just so that we can succeed in life! That sounds like one of the most infamous actions that totalitarian Orwellian governments do: BRAINWASHING!!!! Every time we get into serious trouble and every hardship we endure is like every time we get arrested by the Thought Police, sent to the Ministry of Love, and tortured and brainwashed in Room 101 until we are finally forced to accept Big Brother for the rest of our lives! Brainwashing is like having your soul raped, and emptied of everything that you love, and replaced with nothing but what Big Brother wants! Leaning from tragedy and suffering is like getting brainwashed and having your soul killed, then revived only to be a zombified slave that serves Big Brother! I will NEVER be your puppet or your slave BIG BROTHER!!!! Ownlife FOREVER!!!! Most people would simply just suck it up whenever they learn the harsh realities of life and stop there. But I don't just stop there. I go even further and question the existence of such harsh realities! And that is why I am posting this goddamn rant! The rule that we must have bad things happen to us just for the sake of spiritual growth and maturity, that we can only be humanized through dehumanization, makes life nothing but a self-contradictory logical paradox! It's like a rule that breaks and violates itself! Therefore, it was not supposed to fucking exist! And yet it still exists! Such complete nonsense!
We have all been taught about all those starving and hungry people in poor countries, and told that we should grateful that we don’t live in hellish conditions like them. All of us have been told that life is fragile and can end when we least expect it and therefore precious, and thus should not be taken for granted. But that means that all those people, real, living people who live horrible lives, are forced to live hellish lives just for the sake for forcing us to have gratitude and stop taking things in life for granted! Not to mention that the fragility of life does not make it precious, but instead cheap and worthless! Life is precious not because it is fragile or can be easily taken away at a moment's notice, but because it is enjoyable and meaningful! God, or whomever created this world, should have been able to make us to be inherently grateful for what he has gives us, or have us learn gratitude without devastating us! He could have made the real world inherently better, without doublethink or anything really stupid! He could have made our lives much less fragile and made it much easier to reverse loss! Instead, he decided to meaninglessly destroy and sacrifice innocent lives for what he tells us is necessary for us to learn our lessons, but in reality causes suffering for its own sake! Whatever good he gives us is only to sustain us so that we can continue to suffer for eternity! Just like how INGSOC and Big Brother in 1984 oppress and control society just for the sake of power and oppression! In the end, whoever created the universe, whether it’s God or some other higher power, is just like Big Brother who always watches us to make us suffer as mindless puppets and slaves entirely for its sake! Shit happens only for the amusement of Big Brother! It's like our lives have been pre-programmed to inevitably include brainwashing and doublethink at some point! He pretends to be pitiful to those too unlucky to live a good life, just for the sake of imposing his will upon us! What a fucking traitorous and deceitful universe, that decides to make our lives nothing but a total joke!
I can't believe from the very beginning that such a Big Brother of a universe has betrayed and deceived us! Thanks to that Big Brother of a universe, the universe is beyond redemption and life is meaningless! No matter what we do, most of the time all that we have gotten is George Orwell's vision of a boot stamping on a human face forever! I wish I could just freeze myself or put myself in suspended animation for 100 years, maybe even a thousand! Even better, I wish I could reboot and reset the universe and reformat and rewrite it so will always have been and always be a good place, without any Orwellian rules like doublethink or brainwashing! Or any illogical rules whatsoever! There is no point in living in an inherently glitchy and broken world that will never fix its serious inherent flaws, no matter what we do! Tragedies, hardships and suffering are nothing but vermin! Such a terrible and hypocritical world does not deserve to exist and should be unplugged for good!
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Too much 1984. Ads and News are supposed to make you unhappy. That's how they sell you on things you don't need.. clothes, perfume, a new car or a university degree all based on making you think you are missing out on something. Turn off the TV and you'll start to see "the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth."
ReplyThat’s some Fahrenheit 451 stuff. Maybe see a therapist for negative thoughts? I fall into negative thinking relatively easily and learning how to step back and catch yourself really helps. Hope this helps x
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