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I want to die,
have u ever felt the same,
this feeling of numbness,
no? yes?, tell me that I'm not alone,
please,
I'm ashamed of being like this,
wanting to die,
but I can't help it.
What should I do?
Somehow I feel you'll understand what I'm going through,
but it's not true,
no-one understands, no-one ever will.
And I'll die day by day, little by little,
until every trace of life is sucked out of me.
Until then,
I'll struggle to breathe, till I can no more.
Not sure why I want to tell you this,
maybe I think you'll understand,
but no, no-one does,
maybe because I don't tell,
maybe I'm ashamed to tell,
I'm ashamed of me wanting to die,
can't help this feeling, wanting to die,
please help, can u?,
can u save me, from myself?
I don't want to die.
P.S.: random thoughts just like my feelings back then
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ReplyGo find the story about the two wolves that battle within us all. You really don't want to die. You say it in your post. You just don't understand the struggle between the dark and the light. You are a binary feedback loop and this world is overflowing with left, right, up, down, in, out, dark, light, good, evil....heck you name it and it has an opposite. We are all like computers and the program you've been uploaded with can be overwritten. Reboot yourself man! This world is a buffet so have a feast!
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