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I'm about to be 25 and I feel like my eyes are 45. What do I mean by that? I've had so much happen and despite my so called support...I've done it on my own. So can you understand as to why I'm independent but, not necessarily by choice? There isn't anyone looking out for me, I have to look out for myself. Struggling to pay bills, struggling to make a better life for myself and building up my portfolio. Things aren't always this way but for the most part they've been that way.
When you have blood members who are jealous of you & refuse to help, who get violent to deter you from your plans so your life can turn out just like them. Just as miserable and defeated as they are. Or the fact that you've known him for so long, have known each other & he continues to be selfish but then wonders why there's no closeness between the two of you. After I've explained 1000 times that money isn't everything and its time that is more precious and in fact more valuable. We continue to speak different languages and I just continue to drive myself in a wall as to whether this is healthy still so undecided. You're the only one who's actually somewhat hear from my history and yes I will give you credit for making a little bit of effort but it's funny how you're incapable of seeing how much $ you're spending when it's cheaper to spend time together.
When I look at my life it is hard for me to say that I want kids and or want to be married knowing that I've been abandoned by the same individuals who are supposed to protect, love, guide, and support you unconditionally. Even with every ounce of hurt and disappointment I've ever endured...I still don't like walking away from people.
Now with all of these excessive issues of not receiving my mail because Canada post doesn't have my address, all of these delays as if Mercury is still retrograde. An ungrateful niece continuing the pathology that I had successfully left.
Leave it to him MH-He's the only one that I got & the only one I can always count on.
This isn't forever but, it is definitely making me stronger-even though I would love an absolute break!
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