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2 months ago · · Solitude,
I'm confused. I try to be as talkative as possible and to spend time always with people around me. But lately I have been questioning myself if that is how I really wish to be. Because nowadays often I picture myself going on a solo trip, doing things alone, being alone. I sometimes wish to go to a new place wherein nobody knows me and try living there. I'm starting to feel that being alone makes me feel relaxed, calm and serene. I'm starting to feel that I'm not the talkative kind I actually picture myself to be instead I'm someone who likes to remain quiet and observe her surroundings. I'm just totally confused !!! Sometimes I want people around me and sometimes I just want to be alone. When will i even figure out what I really want ??!! I badly need to go on a solo trip to figure myself out. 😖