Alone

I often have trouble controlling my racing thoughts. Or have these ideas things I need to get off my chest or burning questions...just anything really and I hate that I have no one...absolutely no one to talk to about it. There’s nobody in my life that I can regularly confide in as another like being. It’s frustrating being surrounded by people who have that support without dropping hundreds of dollars to pay someone to be the same support.

I hate it. And I’m frustrated cause no matter how hard I try to change it. Nothing is working. And I’m at the point I think I’m not meant to have anyone. And I don’t know how much I can take of just talking to myself.