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(Tw and nsfw?)
And here's to myself who wants to go in risky/bad situations and, I guess, not caring whatever happens next.
I met a stranger, talked for hours, accepted to give him my phone number, followed him, and he decided to put my ear in his mouth as we were sitting next to each other. Never felt sicker, but what does it matter? He placed his head sideways towards mine and tried to kiss me, I pulled back, he pushed my nape with his hand and his second effort was successful. I was just tearing up a little, shaking a little, but I didn't care at all. I let him grope me as he was making comments about my body, while laughing.
Stupid me, I kept scrubbing my mouth violently the next days.
Also followed a stranger into their home and let them do whatever they wanted to, the room was spinning when he came in front of me, kept still, with my eyes shut, shook a little, screamed the loudest I have in my entire life because it hurt so bad, my mouth was covered then but just for a while.
And I am going down on a spiral of destruction that leaves me with exactly what I want; to hurt like I deserve to.
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