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I am a high school teacher. I've been teaching for 15 years. I've always developed strong relationships with my students but this year is different. A lot of my students are male. Most of them worship me. I was not super popular when I was in high school. Now I'm finally popular in high school. I doubt they see me as anything other than a mom...(though several students [female at that] have told me I'm the hottest teacher at the school). 🤷♀️ and if they do, I don't want to know about it. I mostly teach seniors and I divide between teaching English and drama. I put on a musical this year, almost single handedly. A good majority of my cast were seniors so I got to know them on a more personal level. I've grown particularly attached to one student. He has no mother and I have kind of taken over that role in his life. I don't see these boys as anything but that. I don't want to sleep with any of them because they're children and that's gross. This boy though is gorgeous. A boy that looked like that would never have even talked to me when I was in high school. I wasn't unattractive but everyone I went to school with was thin and blonde and I...wasn't. So I'm mindblown that this gorgeous boy has become so attached to me.
I'm happily married and have a young son. I tried for more but was unsuccessful. These kids have become those children I could never have. I actually got this crazy idea in my head a few months ago to adopt this one I've become so attached to. There were some other reasons behind it and I never acted on it but the idea was there. This boy graduates next week and I wrote him a letter. In the letter, I told him the thought I had. My greatest fantasy is that he wants to go through with it. He's 18 so if he wanted to, we could make it happen. I love him in a way I never expected to love a child that wasn't mine. My biggest fear is that it freaks him out and he never wants to talk to me again. I don't think it's going to go that way but I don't think he's going to want me to adopt him either. I hate being disappointed. I'm a girl who is used to getting what she wants. I know this is so crazy and probably ridiculous. I can't share this with a lot of people because I'm sure they would want to have me committed. This boy considers me his mom. I went to where he works a few weeks ago and he introduced me to his coworkers as his mom. I kind of feel like an idiot but also feel it would be good for everyone. He would fill this void I have in my life, my son would have a brother and he'd have a mom. I would feel complete. I have a pretty good life and this is the one thing missing. Again, I feel like an idiot and I'm terrified of his reaction but I believe he was put into my life for a reason and I want him to stay in it always. Anyway thank you for listening and send good vibes.
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First off, what a huge heart you have! God bless you! I feel that you should adopt this lovely boy and have him join your wonderful family if this is truly what is in your heart!
Because of the situation of it being a student, I would get my husband involved. Introduce the child to him and let them make a connection. Offhandedly ask the student how they feel about adoption, like bringing up an article about an older kid being adopted and how it made you feel for that other child and assess his reaction.
Even if you give him the letter and he rejects you, it’s ok. He will know you love him like a mother and offer to be there for him regardless.
Be bold and brave! Show people how we should all treat each other!
Best of luck!!
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