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im not actually an alcoholic guys, I just said that cause I drink a little more often then the average teen but I'm a social drinker, I don't find a pleasure in binge drinking, or drinking just to drink, I don't need alcohol, I haven't drank in 7 days and I feel perfectly fine, I just feel like sometimes I wish my problems were something like that. and I know its insensitive to want a problem some people really really struggle with trust me I know the pain of addiction and the consequences and the severity, my dad was an alcoholic and is suffering from liver disease, and I had a cousin od on heroine, and my aunt also is super hooked on oxy, I get it I'm insensitive don't yell at me. sometimes I just feel like it would be so much easier to deal with someone elses problems rather than my own. whenever I listen to other people talk about how they're scared to die or could possibly be dying because of a situation they put themselves in, it makes me so frustrated because they got themselves there. they did that to themselves...
if not wanting to die and almost dying is so scary
imagine how scary it must feel to WANT to die. imagine how it must feel trying to die. begging to die. hoping to die. attempting to die.
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It's really scary, the thought. But that's how it's supposed to be. If not, then we're already dead anyway.
ReplyI don't have to imagine. I've been there A LOT...begging God to let me die, even attempting suicide. I thank God everyday for delivering me from those feelings. Having made it through those years, I feel much stronger. I pray that you'll make it through too. You'll feel stronger for it. Life is so very hard, but you have what it takes to make it.
Reply“Hardships develop beauty in the soul; the soul thrives on troubles; trials bring out all the best in them; ease and comfort and applause only leave them barren.” SITD Feb 1st
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