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I am a medical intern and I've to prepare for pg entrance to be held in jan 2020. 5 months have already passed since my graduation, and i haven't completed even a single subject out of 20. I'm stressed a lot, and it's not like i don't want to study or I'm not trying to, I'm, but the output is nil. I don't know what to do, I'm aware that the competition is not easy to crack at all, and I need to be sincere now or else i won't get a seat in NEET PG. I'm unable to concentrate, whenever i study, all the negative thoughts start popping up in the back of my mind, and my studying goes in drain every time. I'm so scared of dropping, of disappointing my parents and bhaiya, who has always been the family's proud. I was always behind him, or should I say, i was more intrested in extracurricular stuff than studying. I've felt the pressure of pg since I cracked NEET UG 5 years back in 2014. My family always said not to drop in pg as i already did in ug competition. Now that it's time for me to buck up and concentrate, it's so difficult to do so. I'm aware of all the consequences if I don't get a seat, this pressure is killing me inside. I've stopped smiling, or being happy. I'm always tensed and frustrated, always filled with negativity. And at occasions, I have coward thoughts of running away and not facing all this. I'm a doctor now, I am supposed to be brave and patient and positive, but somehow I'm not. I fear having my classmates as my seniors and my juniors as my classmates, i fear being mocked by family and friends. I want to study, and I'm trying to try as well, but I'm unable to.
Idk if what i feel makes any sense or not, I just feel so scared and alone in all this.
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