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I've always been that strange awkward kid, even today. I am 18 years old and I still feel strange... Like something is missing in my life. I'm not strange in a way that makes me look dumb, however, I am always conscious of thing I don't know why and how it's really easy for me to connect the dots. Some people call me paranoid for it sometimes due to how far I think and, like someone could explain a problem to me with small details and I could draw a conclusion that amazes them and sometimes that conclusion is right. Some people would say it a blessing, but when this attribute takes over your life it could ruin you. For instance, if my friend does something with good intention I always try to find out why they really did it and what the cause behind it, it's just stupid, like the other day my friend called me, let's call him Sam. Sam told me that he woke up pretty late and haven't started working with his assignment, so Sam told me that he called my other friend immediately after he woke up, let's call that other friend Zach, and Sam asked Zach about this assignment just to check on it. I don't know why but I instantly thought that he was lying so I went ahead and called Zach and asked him when Sam called him, and it turns out that Sam was not lying he was telling the truth. Now I know that sounds crazy but this happens a lot to me, I always overthink things.
Some people are amazed by how I connect things and draw conclusion but i don't know if this has to do with "connecting things" it feels like I'm trapped in my own head, every time even the small things i always try to connect things, like sometimes my ears just jump into peoples random conversations, like outta nowhere. Like last night I was sitting pretty far away from my parent's bedroom and I don't know how I just heard a couple of words from their conversation and I connected a story and approached them and talked about it, and they were like "how the f did you hear what we were talking about"...
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This skill is very intriguing but at the same time, almost dangerous. I do the same thing. This skill can almost be classified as a curse. I understand where you're coming from and I totally feel for you. Though I hope you're not as bad as I am, I have lost relationships with this. With this skill, just remember to come up with a good OR bad conclusion, and then to really think about it, I have no idea if you already do this, but it's just a way I'm trying to cope with it too. Much Love. :)
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