My Unsent Letter_ work woes

S*... I cried when I watched that video and got so emotional reading that short status. I feel useless at my job. But I feel as though I have no place to go. The harder I work the more my demon manager looks for ways to make me feel stupid. Sometimes I catch myself hating myself when he finds something to use against me... It's like, have I not learned my lesson? You were able to put things in place to be in a position to quit. Me? A series of bad decisions in my youth still haunts me, coupled with my terrible eating habits because I can't help binging... Sometimes I wish I could walk out, off the job and fend my way how I could with my bills, but I am afraid to take that chance because I really want to put things in place for my child... What if something happens to me? There is no one willing to sacrifice like I would for my child. Sometimes I wish my demon manager would die or be caught in some indiscretion that will cause him to lose all if his assets... He is a plague to society... He is a diseased being that you can amputate completely. He steals, he manipulates... he is just plain corrupted but however manages to slip through the cracks so easily. Like the snake he is