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I am really tired. I just wanna sleep and never ever wake up. I am really tired of pain and heartbreaks. I've grown really cold-hearted to the point where i don't care anymore. Why was i even born? I know for a fact that i was a mistake. I have forgotten true genuine happiness feels like. Nothing makes me happy anymore. My life sucks. I am really, really tired. I wish i could just disappear in a snap.
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ReplyI appreciate your reply. I just couldn't handle myself well. I couldn't even talk to my family or friends
ReplyIt's okay, that's why it's good to have an ear to rant to, and who better than a stranger on the internet. You don't have to talk about anything you don't want to, but maybe I can offer some advice
ReplyI don't really want to die. I just wanna stop the pain. How else can i stop it?
ReplySpeaking from personal experience, talking really does do wonders. But if you can't talk, getting it out there, off your chest, is an incredible feeling. Writing in a journal, anything, even if it's just jumbled words, will help. I recommend penzu.com if you'd like to try. It's completely private and you can lock your journals.
Distractions also help. You've got that pain inside, it makes you want to just sit at home and do nothing, right? But pain is an incredible source of innovation, of motivation. Use that pain as a means to do something. Working out is very helpful, and stuff like martial arts (which you can even learn from apps) will help with stress and anger greatly. Or study something you've always wanted to study. Try out a hobby you've always wanted to try. Even if you only last a week, that's a start, you did something amazing with that pain.
ReplyI've been writing every saturday for almost a year now. I've been going out with friends and not show them how i feel just because i don't wanna ruin there good vibes. I've been very active myself in sports. But still, everytime i go home, i just can't help but overthink. Eversince my parents separation, and losing my GF for a year now, i've been like this. Then more issues came. Tired of it really. I can't even feel myself.
ReplyThen I think it's time you've earned a break, don't you think? Stop putting on that mask and let your friends in. True friends would rather know you are hurting and try to help you than ignore it all just for some good vibes. See, we enjoy stuff when we know others are also enjoying it. My parents divorced too, it didn't really set in until about a couple months later. What is it that you find yourself overthinking? What do you do when you begin to overthink? What triggers it?
ReplyMy closest friends always knew what i've been going through. I just couldn't tell them the truth that's bothering me. They always do try reaching out but i never talked. I really give good advices to other people especially my friends. I just don't want to see them hurting like me. I always think of my ex 24/7. To the point when i'm alone, i overthink things even if it hurts me.
ReplyIt's hard at first, but the best step is talking. Let your friends help you. It hurts more watching someone you love suffer and pushing you away, I know that. If one of your friends was hurting like you, wouldn't you try to help them? You don't even have to tell them everything. Just start slowly, one thing at a time. I think of my ex all the time too, it was amazing what we had, but I realize that what we had prepared me for something even better in the future. It takes time to heal, and to steal a quote from an anime I love: "A wound of a heart is different from a flesh wound. Unlike a flesh wound, there are no ointments to heal it, and there are times when they never heal. But there is one thing that can heal a wound of the heart. However, this isn't a complicated medicine. It can only be given to you by another person. The thing that can cure a wound of the heart that is, is love."
ReplyOMG! Did you just quote yashamaru from naruto? Damn you. It was one of my favorite scenes in the series. Cheap shot my friend. Other than the pain arc, this was also one of my favorite scene in the series. You could say i'm like gaara. I do.undertsand your poimt about my friends that care about me. But i will try to reach out to them. Thankyou soo much
ReplyXD Hey, Yashamaru was a wise man, you know? Also, you are a fellow Naruto fannnnn!!!!
ReplyOfcourse! I loved his character. I love the naruto anime series. Thanks my friend. You have help me a lot.
ReplyThe series is amazing. If you ever need to talk, just send me a message :)
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ReplyI don't know you situation, nobody but you have had your exact experiences. People can say they understand, but the truth is they can only empathize with you. I hope you are able to gain happiness again.
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