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Then let me fucking go.
Do you know how many years I bottled up?
Do you know how many years you manipulated me?
How many years you dragged me into your problems knowing I couldn't do anything?
I said years, not months, days or hours.
Years of my life that I wasted.
I could be anywhere else right now.
I could be living.
No, I stayed here thanks to you and the fear you instilled in me.
You were scared of my Dad, you dragged me in this crossfire.
I could have left earlier but no... You always have to jump in the way and be a roadblock.
My teens been Hell thanks to you.
When I hit 18(legal responsibility age here)... Nothing changed.
I was scared of going out thanks to the damn fights between you and my dad.
Knowing a case of domestic violence, do you think I could keep my cool? No.
My dad was always the evildoer, and you? The maiden in distress.
You didn't fall behind, you knew how to be toxic when you wanted.
You're a two faced.
Always emotionally blackmailing.
Always with the crocodile tears and shouting that you don't have no one.
Let me down, manipulate, treat me as a puppet, bully me.
Then you come with this BS: "I'd be doomed without you."
When I considered living somewhere else: "And me? You'll leave me here with your dad?"
When it suits, you boast how good you are... Only you know better, only you is right, only you does better.
If you were really this capable, you'd go live your life, leave everything behind. It's the children that make you stay? Lies. You just wanted an easy prey to hold back... Sadly it didn't work with my brothers... In fact I'm proud of them, they managed to break free.
What about me? It's something that will be solved... Even if I still stay here but get a nice job('cause according to you... I've been doing nothing, yes... I always do nothing. So foolish of me to believe I was helping in a way or another. Working as cashier in YOUR store for what? It's just a part of your plans to keep pulling the strings, threat, abuse psychologically and disrespect).
Things will change. I'll set boundaries and no, I won't lend my salary to you or to dad.
None of you give it back.
If I catch you sneaking in my room when I'm asleep, searching in my bag, wallet, my wardrobe... anywhere. You'll get one hell of a NO!
I caught you doing this before, you quickly changed your mind: "No...I'm not doing anything.". You're fake AF, for sure you got away with small quantities.
And if you bother me, talk my ears out, I won't hold back. I'll tell you some truths, you'll get mad, you'll threat to hit me, do whatever you want. I'll scream anyway. And my word will be clear.
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