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So I've never done this publicly airing my thoughts thing before... But I can't do this anymore. I've had really bad depression all my life, my friends accepted it and tried to help whereas my family dismissed it. I was on meds for a bit but learnt I needed stronger ones, ones my family wouldn't provide.. so now I'm off them completely. Along with a long history of.. unfortunate events.. (abuse, neglect, rape, suicides) I left and started a new life.. one I loved with the best friends I could ever have asked for and a partner who did everything in their power to make me happier in myself every day. Again everything came to an end.. I had to move away due to my circumstances, my friends and I drifted due to distance and the love of my life left me. I'm so alone and so depressed I cannot bear to be alive anymore, I want to live. I want to be happy.. I need help. I'm sorry for the rant and maybe even annoying you...
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I'm so sorry! I only just saw this post and I hope you're okay. I'm so sorry for all you've been through. Heartache is the worst, and I know it's nearly unbearable. Don't apologize for ranting. I don't even know what to say, except I was in a really dark place for years and made attempts to end it, but God healed me and I gave my life to Jesus, and I haven't regretted it for a second. I finally have emotional support and I know that God is in control of everything, which gives me a lot of comfort. I'm here, if you ever want to talk. I truly hope you're okay.
ReplyP.S. I won't preach to you Lol
ReplyYou’re not annoying anyone. Wanting to be happy is something everyone wants and something everyone deserves. You’ll find it again. Maybe you’ll find a new partner who will make you feel even better! If they left you in your time of need, they weren’t good enough for you.
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