What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
If you are in crisis and need immediate help, please call 1-800-273-8255 (NSPL) or text HOME to 741741 (Crisis Text Line). More resources.
what’s the most ideal/perfect way to commit the most forbidden ritual to mankind known as suicide? i’ve discovered many reliable methods so far and they’re all very tempting to me. it’s ok if you want to troll, i’m used to being teased, but i would also like to hear the most genuine opinions. living for 24 years was more than enough for me. i’ve seen humanity’s true nature. i know i have mental health problems and i’m a troubled kid. 4 years ago I tried therapy, but no amount of therapy or counseling will ever help my condition. besides, they’re all money-grubbing corporate thieves/assholes who pretend to care while exploiting people’s mental illnesses. for the second time now, i’ve cut ties with my dad for almost a month and a half even though i’m living with him. i’m very hurt and downright unhappy. i wasn’t exactly born with a superior intellect so i’m also having a hard time keeping up academically. i’m a complete mess from top to bottom and i’ve come full circle. it’s only right for me to finally part ways with life. this world wasn’t right for me.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Numb
Voices in my head...screaming at me saying that I'm better off dead. My body is numb from all the tears that have come and gone. All these heartbreaks that k...
-
No one rly knows :(
I only have 2 more semesters of school left but I am brutally stressed! I don’t want to be here anymore like I’m not happy with where I am right now in life...
I hope you will remove the option from your mind. You can do this. You can do life. It won't always be like this. Don't do anything before praying to God first and giving your life to Jesus. You won't be sorry. I promise you, with all my heart.
ReplyJust follow my on this because its going to be a little long. I have attempted suicide 3 times in my 19 years of life. I still think about it every day, I still remember that split second of calm when I took that knife to my arm. I watched the blood silently and for once I was okay. And those 2 times that I took those pills, when I finally laid down and closed my eyes I could barely breathe and my chest was tight but it didn't hurt anymore. I was completely numb and I was okay. But it wasn't actually okay was it? I wanted to die so badly but all those times I just didn't? I felt more like a failure then I ever have. And to this day I still think about what it would be like, what it would be like to be okay again. I wake up every morning wanting to go back to sleep but instead? I shower and brush my teeth. I do my hair and put on my makeup. I get dressed for work and make myself a cup of coffee. The last time I tried to kill myself I was 15. I still hate myself and I still wonder what the fuck is so wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why am I still here? My point is that I am still here and I hope your still here to read this. Don't be like me, find a way, fight to be okay. Because you deserve it, hope might be lost for me but I don't think hope is lost for you. No one is my life was ever there to tell me that everything was going to be okay. But there was something that I told myself every day maybe its something that will help you too.
"It's okay, not to be okay."
ReplyI'm not the author. I'm so glad that you're still fighting and you won't give up. I can identify with what you said, and I refuse to give up too. It is really hard, but we're getting stronger.
ReplyI've attempted a couple of times too and I realized that even though life is extremely painful a lot of the time, I don't want to go. I hope you'll decide to stay no matter what. I'm praying for you! I'm rooting for you!
ReplyDamn i wish i could say something that would be of advice.. but im actually relating so much to this post..
ReplyThis post hits me so hard because these are thoughts I've had and a decision I thought I had already made.
But if i can give one bit of advice its to keep on fighting don't think of it as another week, month or years, just look at life as just one more day and slowly just find things that give you a positive feeling to begin with it doesn't have to make you feel an overwhelming sense of happiness just find something everyday that makes you feel a little less sad or empty, and slowly those small things you do each day, which may seem like minor things will build and you'll be able to connect them to bigger things which will in time allow you to bring back enjoyment to your life.
in the society we live in everything seems to be a race the first one to accomplish something is somehow superior i dont believe in this, an accomplishment is still an accomplishment no matter what age you do it , if you dont feel like the most intellectual person thats ok there is going to be something you have, be it your personality or a skill you have even if its just your ora or presence that no one else has at least not in the same way you do. you bring something into this world that no one else would be able to contribute to it and thats just you. the world would be so much worse off for not having you in it.
so as a complete stranger who you will never meet i ask of you one small thing and thats to be kind to yourself you work on your own timescale no one else's and that the way its meant to be.
Take it one day at a time and if you dont believe in yourself i will do it for you so you can always know somewhere in this big bad world there is a stranger who believes in you.
Reply