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I did care about you! I mean I do! I dont understand your thought process we always understood eachother, where did this come from! Listen I dont want you to go but im not going to stop you. I just dont have the energy. Ive fought for too long. Dont mistake my exhaustion for apathy I'm hurting so much right now. But I just dont have anythung left to give you. But you don trust me anymore. I see now that the distance has built up your wall. And now you are calloused towards me. Otherwise you would never have said such hurtful things. And now im calloused. Towards everything. Except for now and then when the callous rips and the pain is excrutiating until the thick skin quickly heals and I feel nothing again. And so here I am. Writing an idiotic letter online because im too weak to do anything else. A desperate cry for help. Or nothing more the a cry for attention. The skin has healed again for today. This was stupid
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You should really talk to whoever you're referring to. It'll help, I believe. They may just listen.
Replythey may also seem far less calloused when you have eye contact, mirror neurons and hormones a flying.
ReplyYou'd think. And i tried. So mamy times. Thats why i was tired. But everytime I said something I was made the bad guy. And i felt stupid It doesnt matter she is long gone now. I appreciate the imput though.
Replyi'm sorry she acted that way. It's awful to be placed in the "bad guy" place, when you really just love them.
ReplyHelpless is the feeling.
ReplyYou'd think. And i tried. So mamy times. Thats why i was tired. But everytime I said something I was made the bad guy. And i felt stupid It doesnt matter she is long gone now. I appreciate the imput though.
Replyhow much energy is it to just put your initials? Something of validity? It takes risk, and you don't want to risk letting me know it's you.
ReplyJ L. I dont think its wise to think the person you are thinking of could possibly see these.
Replyis noodles-no-noodles, like sorry-not-sorry? :) and thank you. It's a beginning again.
ReplyWhile that interpretation is interesting and made me laugh, no it's a reference.
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