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Do you ever have have that feeling of just wanting to give up? I have that thought on the daily. Some days I have to think long and hard of what is actually keeping me here. Now it really is only my family. My mom, sister, and brother, and honestly nothing more than that. I really am just not enjoying this at all. I go morning and night just wishing that this will end soon. I have gotten careless with my life and really just have a hard time even hiding it sometimes. I have thought about sitting in my bathtub and slitting my wrists or taking all of my anxiety medicine and all of my ibruprofen. As much as is needed to do the job. I am not enjoying anything anymore. Not even my job of two years that I was so so passionate about. I have a harder time faking that smile like I have done for so long. I was sent home from work twice in one week because of panic attacks so bad I could not recover from to be able to function. I constantly feel anxious and my chest is always tight and always feel panicky. I have a hard time even getting up and doing things around my house. I have a hard time enjoying going and doing things. Even if I do at first, not for long. My head is constantly spinning and I always feel sad and my mood goes from 0-100 in a heart beat for absolutely no reason. I honestly have no answers, I do not know how to fix this. Other than wanting this pain to end.
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I feel the same way but it'll be okay people care about you and love you. Here is some thing that might help you it helps me. Look at someone else's point or think about an oasis. Think about being an animal or a child
ReplyYup, I have felt like that very often before... But I know many people would probably not live without me... which is why I need to stay in this world... Without you in this World everything would be very different which is wat I always say to myself...
ReplyI feel that sometimes too. And when I think of those people who had nothing but still value their lives, I get hope for myself. Like why am I like this? I should be making a way like those people are doing. Anyways, if you are fighting some demons too, always remember that you are not alone. All of us are in the middle of a fight . It may not be the same as yours but still it's just another type of a battle. Reach out to your mom, I'm sure she'll listen.
ReplyI've been where you are now, and I'm so very sorry you're feeling so hopeless and that your life has no purpose. I did overdose and ended up in the hospital and then put in the psych hospital, against my will. I made another failed attempt and another trip to the psych unit. Though I was a bit afraid of trying again, I obsessed over sure-fire methods.
Thankfully that period in my life ended, and I thank God that he didn't let me end my life, and that even though I didn't believe in him at the time, he had mercy on me and softened my heart towards him and now I have so much hope and purpose in life. I wish the same for you. I'll pray for you.
ReplySometimes we need to just get away i know its scary to things about starting new things when we are old but if u not happy thinking about ending ur life isn't it better to give some other life a go its will still be better stay alive n look to other opportunities .
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