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I felt so alone and sad today that I just had to share this, so I googled up websites where I can express myself to the fullest anonymously and not just to myself. I don't think anyone ever wants me or wants to spend time with me 1:1. That includes my "friends" and family. It's always me making plans with everyone, it's always me wanting to spend time with someone, it's always me pushing things but never anyone else. I had an amazing 6 month relationship and it got broken off unexpectedly and I was depressed, and still am coz I finally felt so loved, wanted and needed for the very first time. He was my 2nd boyfriend. My first one was when I was 17 for 3 years, which wasn't a very serious one back then I'd say. I was young and highly immature. I have had heaps of suicidal thoughts for over 3 years now. Not for the past 2 months now [thankfully!], I've been looking at life from a whole other perspective (definitely positive) and I want to put myself out there, make new friends, live life a bit more but its so hard when you're so alone.. I don't know if that makes sense. But I'm pretty sure (300%) if I were not to exist out of the blue, people would move on in like a day including my family.
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Hi hey hello, so I had to message because I honestly feel the same at times. Alone and the only one making all the plans with my friends. I havent had any real close friends for 2 years now but I'm getting through it cause I deserve to be happy. And I can be happy without bad friends dragging me down. As for people not caring if you exist or not, I believe that's never true! Someone always cares, someone is always out there thinking of you. I care and I'm thinking about you. Dont give up hope because some boy didnt realize how awesome you are! Because you are awesome in your own epic ways! And I want you to continue existing cause I 300% do care. Hope this helps and I hope you have a good day!!!
ReplyI was the quiet one in my group of friends in high school and after graduation. I always felt like I wasn’t part of the group. I had a huge crush on the group “leader” and one day he spoke with me and I was so afraid that the rest of the group would mistreat him because of me I actually left town and I haven’t heard from them since . I often wonder how they’re doing. I made a huge mistake in thinking they didn’t want me . I still feel this ways sometimes . Maybe I’m just trying to say you arnt alone and there are random strangers like me who want to comfort and feel comforted .
ReplyWell it always happens with me more or less the similar situation where you make plans and want to be with your friends and spend some good time along.
Now somehow I have come to terms with it , I am my best friend. I do things that I like, watching movies or reading books or watching tv. Sometimes just go out for a walk and do some window shopping. Strange but simply talk to the sales guys asking them questions :) . One things is I am now staying away from social media as most friends don't want to even tag you or send you messages.
So I just be myself. Do what I like to do and spend time with people who care for me .
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