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my appearance, the school, that im going to start in class with some guys who ruined my life like "bullied" my glasses, i need lenses because i do not want glasses anymore but can not afford, My mom isa single mother with four children, difficult with money, my nose, my body shape, my hair, my personality, that i have 0 exes and no one has ever liked me, depressed, my phone is fked so i always use ipad at home but in school everyone has phones, but we can not afford another one,, i need a bathing suit but i can not buy so i must have a children's bathing suit that has unicorns on and i need to have bra underneath or you could see otherwise, I have stayed at home all summer because of my appearance and money problems, i have like 70% bad eyesight now but don't know what to do about it, all my friends leave me, i get beat up at home, spit on etc, i get to share room with my little brother who is 11 years, annoying and constantly be commenting on my appearance, in My room we have to use old dirty furniture here so it appears insects all the time here ,, my sister who died at birth so now i got only brothers, my dad who throw us out into the street without anything and we had to stay in like 20 different hotels for 2 years with only one room we all got to sleep in, my dad picks us up twice a month if even that and then we just sit and play kind of like usual at My grandmother's. Because my dad is just really selfish so he never takes us anywhere. He even sold our old house instead of keeping it for us to Come visit him in. I hear my mom even cries every night in a dark room ,, my 2 brothers have adhd(If Thats How Its called in English) my big brother is committing Crimes and i pretty much have had deppresion my whole life, i was also bullied since like third grade and i had no friends in 1 grade or second grade. Im also very stressed about school because ive never really Kept up with school earlier(because of My eyesight) i thought it would be fine but now im soon ending school and there Will be tests that decide My future but i havent learned anything before so i wont make it.. i Will probably work a shitty work when im older. Im just.. a mess like generally lonely in this world.. and i think i have deppresion again.. i feel so much pain and there is No one for me like i just have to go through it again all by myself, i hate it because when i was finallag happy again it god bad again now and i really thought that If id ever fall into this Dark place again that i would have people to support me because it seemed so at that point it seemed that i wouldnt ever have to go through Thats shit again. But ohwell,, i do, ALL ALONE! :(
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