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I have become obsessed with the fake boy I created in my head.
I recently went through a breakup with my now ex-girlfriend and have been pretty down for the most part. Then suddenly in one of my dreams she appears, but not in the way I would think.
In this dream I’m getting message from an account on Instagram, of course reading in dreams is a bit weird, so instead of seeing text I was hearing it, like a phone call but with words. A boy who was a couple years older then me, like my girlfriend was, he didn’t explain why he was talking to me at first and I responded without the caution I would have in real life. And I’m just talking to him like I would my friends, but also making snarky remarks about him just messaging me. He then sent a picture of himself, which I don’t remember much except it resembled a voice actor I like, and said, I’ll admit I actually already know what you look like, because (my ex’s username) sent me a photo of you’ then he starts admitting to talking to me because he thought I was cute. I then, for some reason sent a more recent photo of me
Now here’s where it hit harder then any kind of dream.
In my dreams I’m a mixture of my past set and ideal self, I’m much skinner, prettier, my hair isn’t a curly mess, I have either fame or some fantastic skill. But in this dream the photo of me, was actually me. The chubby, curly-headed mess wearing their dad’s big hoodie.
And he liked it.
I’m just making a guess here, but I think my subconscious is trying to make me feel better, I have been telling everyone that I’m fine with my breakup, and trying to be happy, but really I just needed to be validated by someone, and I’m just craving for someone to like the real me, the me without any filters. And maybe I’m just someone who doesn’t mind minor age gaps lmao. But yeah, he’s been showing up a lot more, I’m starting to enjoy these little dream messages
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