Good & Bad

So today i woke up with all positive vibes and try to do something good so that i can write it down by the end of the day. I would like to Thank & appreciate people who show me some positivity. It means a lot to me.

So with all positive thinkings, a cup of tea and with some music i started my day. Went to help my friend with her English lessons (mine is not good tho). We talked openly today when i told her about writing here. So i came to know it is not only me with Darkness inside. She grew up same way as me. But luckyly she got married, have son so she came over it easily (seems that way) but i could still feel some disappointment in her eyes. Without saying a word she said a lot.

There i felt how our parents were supposed to grow us up. By the end of the day they are our parents and they want good for us but in their own way. I hold myself with thinking "boy you got a lot to do today, do not make your dar harder" We continued our lesson. later i had to go to school and nothing ended up good as i thought. To continue school at the age of 24 is not that easy as i thought. Just thinking if i should write with Laptop or Mobile? Mobile phone have autocorrector but a lot of disturbance. On the other hand on computer its only me with a lot to write and slow soulful music.

Anyway finishing school is kind of dream for me and it really hurt today when i came to know about ostacles. Going through all this, i still tried to stay calm. There are rare moments when i remained patience. I realize everyday good and bad things happens to us, But its up to us how we manage things. In last few years i have learned a lot about complications. Sometimes its our thoughts make our day hard, sometimes there is something bad waiting for us. There is always something or someone is pull us through all that. I have my family but something nearest than family is this particular page. May be thoughts about writing here helped me a lot. But nothing is bad if i had dinner at my home and i will sleep on my bed under my blanket, it could be worst but it is not. We do not know anything about tomorrow how it is gonna be?? How far it can go?

MAY BE STRUGLE IS THE SECOND NAME OF LIFE. who knows..........