My Unsent Letter

Dear Taden,

I miss you. I saw you this morning and you gave me the best hugs I've ever felt. I got back home and saw that you didn't answer any of my texts. You haven't answered any of my texts in a month. And I can see that you've seen them. I know you're preparing for a mission and that you're going to be gone for two years but I need you. Just say something to me. My birthday is in four days, did you know that? Taden... I love you. Come back to me. You are my best friend. This is a Dallin situation all over again.

I don't know if you remember when I told you about him. He was my first love, my first kiss. I loved him more than anyone I've loved before. After our first kiss, a week later, he suddenly stopped talking to me. I was heartbroken. After two years Dallin and me finally started talking again. It was a great day. That was only a few months ago.

You're doing the same thing to me. I love you more than I knew I could love anybody in the world. I can't describe the feeling. We had our first kiss about a month ago and then you stopped talking to me. I'm heartbroken. More than I was the first time.

I'm singing a song in choir and it reminds me of you. It's called Run To You. It says: "A light in the room, It was you who was standing there, Tried it was true, As your glance met my stare. But your heart drifted off, Like the land split by sea, I tried to go, to follow, To kneel down at your feet. I'll run, I'll run, I'll run run to you. I'll run, I'll run, I'll run run to you. I've been settling scores, I've been fighting so long, But I've lost your war, And our kingdom is gone. How shall I win back, Your heart which was mine, I have broken bones, and tattered clothes, I've run out of time. I'll run, I'll run, I'll run run to you. I'll run, I'll run. I'll run run to you. I will break down the gates of heaven, A thousand angels stand waiting for me. Ooh take my heart, And I'll lay down my weapons, Break my shackles to set me free. I'll run, I'll run, I'll run run to you. I'll run, I'll run, I'll run run to you."

Taden, I miss you.

Love,

Savannah