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I Hate My Family
10 months ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
I hate both my brothers. I don't mean in a playful or insignificant way, either. I am the middle child and only girl. My younger brother is so arrogant and spoiled that it makes me sick. He automatically turns to violence and bad behavior when things don't go his way. He constantly brings his dumb friends over, more than one at a time. He's addicted to screens and is a total jerk until someone has what he wants, I hate it. I hate his behavior and I hate him.
My older brother is an absolute jerk to me. He has anger issues (I guess that's what you call beating people up when you're mad), he has a therapist, but what does that do? Recently I confronted my mom about his habit of beating me up constantly, which she didn't even know was happening, what great observation skills. Recently she said we would all sit down and talk about it, but this talk still hasn't happened in about a week. She keeps making excuses, even ones that make no sense. Today she said she was working, when in reality she sat in her bed all day and played mobile games, my brother and I were unoccupied all day and yet she still made excuses.
My mom thinks that nothing's wrong with me, that I don't have problems. Everyone in my damn family has problems! Everyone but me is on medication in this household, there's a reason for that. My mom thinks I just need a therapist too, because that'll just magically fix everything!
I am losing my fucking mind, and worse yet, my responsibilities are only getting bigger as everyone in the fucking house makes excuses. I have the most chores out of everyone in the household. I have to wash dishes, more often than not, do laundry, and of course clean the windows, kitchen, attic, and bathroom on a weekly basis. Not to mention cleaning up after my dumb ass brothers and their even dumber friends. I am trying to stand up for myself, refusing to do work until someone does their own god damn work for once, but all it does is get everything I love taken away from me, my electronics, my possessions, and even my library books that aren't even mine! What else can I do? How do you stand up to those who can take your things away/beat you up easily? I can't stand this anymore and I'm just about ready to quit and completely shut everything out.